I was browsing newspaper web sites in the phil and saw breaking news: Ernie Baron dies due to heart attack having caused by his Diabetes at the age of 65.

I think one of the high competitive broadcasters in the Phil, I can always remember his segment Knowledge Power and the Weather News. Bits of information and humor as well. Respected in his area of interest. Most people rely on his knowledge especially on Science subject.

Actually, I had weird thought...why so early? coz he's into so many herbal thing and stuffs he uses...

Mentioning of his diabetes... I sort of remembered my mom coz she also is a diabetic herself... so I need not to explain what reaction I just felt hearing the news about Mr. Knowledge Power.

I drop a message to my youngest sister and breaking d news about him. She even got surprised she didnt know about it either...then she mentioned about mom's diagnosis from the doctor... She needs to take up insulin...usual medicines is not enough to get her stabilized but the family doesnt want her to undergo with it, not this early so we opted to take a second option and that we have to wait.

I cant help it, i called my mom over the phone and asking how is she? hows everybody? then she started telling me hows the check up going... then I mentioned about Ernie Baron so she would sense I am worried but not directly informing her,

she replied back "he is still young" (coz my mom is 62y/o)and
"kung time mo na talaga, kukunin ka..."
I replied.."oo nga pero kailangan alagaan pa rin ang sarili at mag iwas sa mga bawal. O sige let me know kung ano magiging result ha."

so I opted that i'll send her stuffs over here which are sugar free and calorie friendly foods and she seemed excited about it. I just admire her for that statement, although I know she is also lonely and is being emotional. I should know...she is my mom, Am I.

She even mentioned my youngest sister is planning to put up business on foods thats where her heart is, actually she already mentioned it to me and I am actually considering it.

Wrapping it all... My emotions is coming to an extent I dont know which of my options I am supposed to do right now. All I know is I trust God, he is good all the time, Nothing is impossible with him.

Being far from home not just with my mom but everybody in the family is really tough, coz our faily deals these situations all together even with close relatives and Church Friends supporting in prayers and encouraging one another...then look at me... on my own making my way dealing with the situations here. Im still thankful that Gods love is infinite that I cannot measure its depth .