Nearer...

I thought it will just pass as i felt it through the days of exchanging text messages and oh im leaving the country soon. The conversations and the short times we've been together, I thought it was special... I thought there was something... and I didnt notice it till I feel pain... sadness... and longing... after such a long time.

Though I failed I have no choice but to be OK... its always the right thing... to choose whats right and would be best helpful for the situation and encouraging to me.

Lord, I know I failed once again, disappointed you once again (most of the time yata?!) but i keep trusting and praising you. for everyday is made wonderfully by God.

"This too shall pass..."