Palawan Trip

Hello World! I'm back! so literally this unique space will hopefully come alive again. To start with, Life's walk will make you see where I'd been, but as for my personal gain, also makes me realize rich things for my heart and mind.

heto po nagbabalik! masaya ako kasi nanalo si Pac-quiao! (pronounce kasi un ng announcer) gogogogo! buti na lang nanalo kungdi ewan ko na lang. Ma ays but na lang kung hindi baka bigla ka umuwi pra.... hehehe

dami na nangyari sa araw-araw, dami nangyayari sa mga kaibigan ko, sa mga ka-opisina ko, sa mga churchmates ko, sa mga pamilya ko, mga artista, sa politiko, even sa mga nagadaan kong relasyon hehehehe but still God is good amidst of us all.Sa bawat sulat ko ang gusto ko is to always lift up the name of the lord for he is worthy.

heto actually ang post, still missing my loved ones back home and they keep sending me pics. Dami na ikinasal..ika nga nila e naunahan na naman kami magkakapatid ng aming mga pinsan. Hmm anyway im happy para sa kanilang lahat dahil nasa maayos n kalagayan sila. God is continously blessing my loved ones, keeping us all together and even though without that much acquaintance. Na miss daw nila ako sa occassion kasi walang nang bading sa kanila kasi nga naman Pag nagkita kita ...naku kay gulo. hehehehe. (teka ayaw pa po ma-upload ng pics)

its been long time i havent airing my thoughts... well most likely thoughts that are lonely...coz i feel lonely of missing my famly back home but then i feel helpless coz i cant go home till i get my goal or as I have planned, and hey this is just part of the challenge of choosing this path. For i know God has never left me nor forsake me, and its me who always athink this way and feel this way, i cant detach myself to the thought that time is such precious to me... i dont want to say to myself one day that I shouldnt have done these or i should have done that. I should chose this instead of deciding...it feels difficult when you are in doubt of your decision...but then before i close my eyes i just say I know there is a God up there who knows my every thoughts that no one can interpret no matter how they watch, look and observe me, no matter how much i open my mouth to details.

Pinapatulan ko kasi emotions ko, elln namn... emotions lang yan, sbi nga gamitin ang utak, thats why theres also wisdom, dont self destruct, dont poison urself to something unpleasant. (kausap ko lang sarili ko mga pre) pinagagalitan ko lang. ma-pride pa kc ako pa minsan lalo na pag wala nakaka halukay ube ng thoughts and feelings ko, namimiss ko na bessy ko. I hope she's ok.

Again, father God sorry for complaining, u know naman I always mention to you how much i admire u and praise u for u are wonderful to me. U always hear me whisper I love you.

Simple Pleasure...

Tag ni mama Lizzy! ang friend kong mama rocker!hot momma pa!

Instructions: Name ten of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.So here are my ten simple pleasures

(no particular order)

Uno- Kumanta, nakaka-relax kumanta at hindi yata ako mabubuhay ng walang music kahit wala pa akong player or radio kakanta ako, minsan may sayaw pa ( di ba ma ays?). Cguro lalo na pag galing ka sa pamilyang musikero sayang lang at hindi ko naman ang talent na yun kay ama! talentado yun eh! Proud of you dad!

Dos- Mag drive habang sakay ng isang convertible na sasakyan playing all kinds of songs hanggang maubos ko...drive lang ng drive ika nga overdrive..hanggang sa buwan... habang sumasalampak sa mukha ko ang hangin... tapos stop over sa ibat ibang kainan bawat probinsyang madaanan. Sarap!

Tres- Mag spa, sauna with massage mula ulo hanggang kuko samahan pa ng foot spa!

Quatro- makapag outing kaming family sa isang private beach kahit 1 week lang at lumibot sa isla at mag party kami.

Singko- Mag jamming kami uli buong family

Sais- maglambing...malambing... di ko na matandaan when was d last time a special someone caressing me, promise nakalimutan ko na po.

Siete- Family day Sunday Fun day namin!

Otso- Hanging out with friends.

Nuebe- Praise and Worship!


Dies- It is my pleasure to pray and give thanks to God.

tag ko kay: Pipay, mmy-lei, momm Ann, tia neng, tito KD, sis D, melai, Doc Kenji

Admirer(aron)
the silence of a man’s action in love
is stronger than the chap of guts
silent operator as you may call him
sending you thoughts of his scheme
the sense of his idea lies between
hidden feelings in each line you read
you are someone he seriously admires
for reasons he can only explain why?
every question has its own answer
and every guy deserves his own girl
what do this phrase trying to say?
to your judgment he leaves this case
different from the usual ways of others
in expressing how he admires thee
the action of his intention through pen
your admirer’s way to set feelings free
Delete ?

Approve?

Bigay ng kaibigan ko sa akin na poem sa friendster for testimonial...approve or delete? survey says?...

Ang taggay ni Tito KD...kanta ako? sure? hehehehe

1.) Out of my league by stephen speaks
- fave ko kasi feeling ko ang haba ng hair ko kapag kinanta sakin yan at saka kasama yan sa collections na ibinigay ng aking special friend from pinas... (ma ays... mmmm)

2.) Awit ng barkada by APO
- ang mga nami-miss kong barkada sa pinas beh-beh, i-i, adee, AS Signs kuya - kakaiba kami magbarkadahan at maging mag kumpare at the same time magkaka trabaho. Baby ako ng mga kuya at nanay naman ako ng mga girls kasi lolo na nila sina kuya mon, harvey, nico, jim, waldz, roswell, bong, etc. miss ko na po kayo! pati si sir peter miss daw ako ahihihihih bloody boss ko from australia!

3.) Journey by lea salonga
- graduation song nung nag graduate ako ng AMA... para sakin marami nilalaman ang kanta, prang wrapped na dun ang lahat ng pinagdaanan namin magbabarkada, ang buhay ko biglang flash back. Basta ang daming masaya ang dami rin malungkot. Pagkakanta ko yata nito ay nagsimula ang maraming challenges ko sa buhay at tuloy tuloy na which i believe para sa ikakabuti ko.

4.) Sunligth by kevyn lettau
- Nai-post ko n ito before nung marami akong namimiss sa pinas... u know y? coz this song ay mina-master yata naming pamilya, dad ko on saxophone, kuya on lead guitar, chris on base, carlo on drums, ate lead vocals, awi, g, and me as back ups minsan kami sumosolo... ang sarap ng feeling jamming buong family minsan nag aasaran pa pag out of tune. Proud ako sa inyo mga tol1 proud of you dad! actually watch out for my dad s K" ung kay korina na show...guest sya dun.

5.) Where is the love by black eyed peas
- feel ko pang beauty contest... I want world peace! It always cross my mind that wherever i may go may nagugutom at may kaguluhan at ayon sa survey na napanuod ko sa TFC may mga countries na lonely pa rin kahit mayaman na bansa sila. Only proves na money cant buy happiness... kaya uwi na kaya ako? hehehehehe joke

6.) Thank you ( I forgot the artist...)
- thank you to mom at dad for the path we all went through,for the faith you both have shared to me, for our upbringing and all the sacrifices sa aming 8 magkakapatid at lahat nakapag tapos. Salamat dahil patuloy nyo kami inuunawa sa kabila ng pagkukulang namin at salamat sa kakulitan nyo kaya naging kakaiba kayo hehehehe Inspiration ko kayo.

7.) Through it all by darlene szchech
- My song of praise to God. madinig nyo man ako magreklamo o mamublema o mag isip ng sanlibong worries sa dulo ng lahat ng iyon ang pananampalataya ko kay Lord pa rin ang pinananaligan ko.

Tag....hmmm...

(moment again with friends habang naglalakad sa Al Muraqabat Road, Deira City, Dubai)

Ive been so busy lately dahil ako nag relieve sa position ni ayie while she's on vacation for 30 days (kainggit!). Nandyan na mag 12 oras ako para lang mag catch up sa loads of work and mountains of files plus d factor na may mga nakaka asar sa paligid! of course di nawawala yun pero sana sensible naman di mababaw. Kakapikon kasi parang di normal. Pagalitan na ako sa technical na pagkakamali pero dont tell me I am lying just to make excuse or just to save my ass! I think they just want to put on blame to me and taking advantage of me being quiet over here. Gaya nga ng sbi ko kay mmy-lei dahil kinagagalitan na po ako...ayoko magalit dahil nagpa-palpitate ako yun pa nga hindi ako nagagalit palpitate na ako. The last time nag labas ako sama ng loob ay hindi ako makahinga sa lakas ngpalpitation ko. (oo nga po kailangan ko magpa-check up, kailangan pahalagahan ko health ko, opo) Anyways, Im getting used to them. Ayaw pa nga ibigay ang reimbursement ko for my transport which is nakasaad naman sa contract ko, and yet pag di nila approve kailangan lunukin ko na lang? actually the amount is not my point, kahit magkano pa yun, I just dont like the idea that they are taking away what is due. It is mine, it is my right! There's so many things na naiiba ayon sa mga sinasabi nilang we should have but from time to time nababago. Maliit na nga ang sahod namin compared to them and yet for 'd small amount that is legal and valid they just want to void. Anyways, I may lose a small amount but I think I gain more from heaven coz I am willing to give it freely. But I dont wanna do it again to them sa mga deserving na lang.

So much for that, paki batukan po ako kasi im sooooo kaka--- kasi last friday sama ko sa churchmates dito sa Auh mag swimming, yeah we had fun! dami naka trunks! hahahaha hehehehe joke lang po! I did enjoy 'd sand and water with cool air brushing through my me... as my skin starts to turn red...I feel like having tan during summer! naka-2 piece po ako but... Im wearing sando and jogging pants kasi may games pa. Eto ang twist ng masaya kong weekend- nagpaiwan ako kasi uwian na most of the Churchmate ng 12pm but then invite me ni Mr. age and Mr. Separated(we'll call him age kasi may age na sya for me...ooooops!sorry!) "Sabi nila tara sama ka na lang samin tambay muna" while packing things. Ang lola nyo inlab sa beach and besides i dont wanna go home early... ( u know y di ba mmy). Ok naiwan na with 2 guys which I call "kuya" at talaga naman mean ko tawagin sila kuya. Ganun talaga me, I prefer bumarkada older than me, feeling ko kasi marami ko natututunan, guide ika nga. Nag iisa lang po me babe nagpaiwan. Aba ang mga lolo rumatsada na... sabi ba naman "ikaw pala ung sinasabi ni Mr. separated na sexy at maganda kagabi? di ko akalain magkikita tayo dito..." so on and so forth..Its not that Im being maarte pero ayoko pinag uusapan ang aking katawan o physical attribute ng mga lalaki (I dunno whats running into their minds right? what else is processing there?)

Hanggang ayan na ang bola-bola! Oh my gosh! hindi ako makapaniwala sa aking mga nadidinig...nakakakilabot coming from Mr. age plus d fact that he is annulled! at binata na at dalaga mga anak! soon will be a lolo! di kinaya ng powers ko!

At gusto pa yata himayin ang bawat detalye ng physical features ko... oh my from head to toe analyzing everything! sorry mga lolo di po ko ganun katanga! told ya naive lang me! (ask my bro)

Ive been wanting to call mmy lei pra sumaklolo, i want to escape that place pero nahihiya ako to disturb her weekend. So I stayed until nagyaya na ko ng 5pm, dahil natulog pa si mr. separated, if I know planado nila yun! ang sagot ko sa kanila..I dont trust filipino men over here... sa pinas pa lang wala na me tiwala lalo pa dito! oy lahat kayo nagiging binata! bat ganun? walang ganyunan! pag ginawa yan sa mga mahal nyo s buhay ewan ko lang! o kya kung sa inyo gawin would you love it? Im sure it will hurt you even more..guys pa syempre ego nandyan ( Not generalising all men).

Ok guys sorry mali talaga ako dahil hindi ko sila masyado kilala at nagpaiwan pa ako....1 batok para sakin Toink!!! pagbalik ni momma ays yari ako! naka isa na ko kay mmy lei! Im too trusting with these group of people kasi knowing na churchmates sila and they are different from other men... but doesnt make any difference. Took advantage of making friends nad having them as kuyas dito sa abu dhabi. hay naku lalo lang ako nadadala makipag kaibigan sa mga lalaki! anyways, tawag sila ng tawag at di ko sinasagot, txt ng txt but i dont send any reply. Tama na yung pinakitunguhan ko sila ng maayos. I ask myself nga bakit ba lagi na lang older men ang umaaligid aligid sakin dito sa UAE. I am praying for matured Christian man not matured sa edad (hahahahaha) I wonder?...

Ngayon lalo na yata ako nadadala sa mga filipino sa bansang ito but that doesnt mean I am really setting my eyes on foreigners. I just dont know to whom God will direct me to. I just enjoy the stage where I am now.