Wednesday, November 30, 2005

!!!! Mga kanta sa isip at damdamin ko!!!!

- Magningning (worship song)
- How did you know ( Gary V)
- For the Lord is my Tower (worship song)
- Especially for you (MYMP)
- Of all the Things (i forgot..can u help me?)
- I wanna know what love is (Tina Arena)
- Heaven (DJ Sammy)
- Panunumpa (Carol Banawa)
- Through the Fire (Nina)
- Through it all (Worship song)
- Untitled (simple plan)
- Mga kanta ni Rob Thomas
- Mga kanta ni Patti Austin
- Mga tugtog ni Kenny G
- Hanggang Kailan (Orange and Lemons)
-Pinoy Big Brother (Orange and Lemons)
- Kaleidoscope World (Francis M.)
- Nothings gonna change my love for you (basta black sya...)

saka na yung iba pang songs basta ngaun yan muna...
nakakaburyong kaya kanta na lang tayo...
sabayan nyo ako...
sa himig ng mga kanta...

paglilibang
pagsasaya
pagpupuri
pasasalamat
pagsesenti
pangpa-relax....

ooooozah!

Per Hour


(Puerto Galera Philippines Sunset)

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated,to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at thedoor.SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?" replied the man.
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you asksuch a thing?" the man said angrily.
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much doyou make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make 1000 peso an hour.""Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.
Looking up, he said,"Daddy, may I please borrow 500 peso?"
The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed.
Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday forsuch this childish behavior."
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut thedoor.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier aboutthe little boy's questions. How dare he ask suchq uestions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down,and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy withthat 500 and he really didn't ask for money veryoften. The man went to the door of the little boy'sroom and opened the door.
"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy."I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on youearlier," said the man.
"It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the 500 you asked for."The little boy sat straight up, smiling.
"Oh, thank you daddy!" He yelled.Then, reaching under his pillow h e pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and thenlooked up at his father.
"Why do you want more money if you already have some?"the father grumbled. "Because I didn't have enough,but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have 1000 peso now. Can I buy an hour ofyour time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."

Share this story with someone you like....But even better, share 1000 worth of time with someone you...........love. It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent sometime with those who really matter to us, those closeto our hearts.If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter ofdays............. . But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more intowork than to ...............our family.Nothing is Impossible. Even impossible spells "i m possible



Tuesday, November 29, 2005

The Global Village Dubai






















Hahaha here's one of my fun moments in Dubai enjoying the fellowship with housemates!

Ang tore ng mga indian!

Ang elepante ng mga thai!

Ang nagprisintang lebanse!

Ang Ferris wheel ng perya!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I dont know whats next...im almost two months here and still alive...moving... i dont know how to describe my feelings...i even dont know what to do...i pray but I just let each day pass by going to work and then going home, think of famly and friends back in phil.

I feel alone... I mean i know i have friends with me but their life is not just about me...not just about being there for me... I also do know God is there with me every single step of the way, but everytime i want to say something or share my laughter or my cries...no one is really there...everyone is just so busy with their own lives.

In the office most of the time im also alone but i think its better this way rather than being with all those bunch of people with different characters and tantrums...

especially now that i am here in dubai... i know now who my true friends are...and many of them are gone...i have to reach for them and tell them "hey! im alive!" and buzz them from time to time and thats the time they will say hi to me. sorry, am i too expectant? demanding of your precious time? i just thought you're all my friends that cares for me, how i am. Some might say its my choice to be far away from homeland but its not the distance i am refering to i know they already know the answer.
include the things that they are pushing on me...work...i can still manage but being alone...i dont know...dont know where these feet will lead me... God will lead me. I know i just have to wait. This is the process

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

ang mga kaibigan ko nasa pinas pa...

hi joy! its so nice to hear from u and i really do appreaciate ur letter. im glad u let me know these things... i also hope alliz told u my feelings here. yes its hard but like ol my prayers i Know and feel that God is always here with me, for all of us. ganyan din kc ang motivation ko nung umalis ako, for my famly... but now after being apart from them in just less than 2mos. oh gosh naiiisip ko kht magsama-sama kmi s hirap. pro God destined me to be here and like i promised to myself i will help anyone who is really willing to go here s abot ng the best n mkakaya ko.
actually medyo kabado me kc d ko p lam mga daan d2 at ang really good companies, pro im sourcing out connections n mkktulong satin pag dating nyo. my concern lang ako s room nga pla...kc we nid 1 mo. advance and 1 mon. deposit so meaning mataas tlga investment natin s pagdating nyo, ill do my best mkhanap ng my gamit n, mag praktis n kayo suminghot ng mbabhong ibang lahi hehehe. kailangan tlga ng malaking baon, im telling u mas mahal ang gastos d2 kaysa abu dhabi, i was shocked, nasira ang budgetting ko pag dating ko d2... adjusting again. but dont worry i know pag and2 n kyo ay mggwan nting ng praan ang budgetting s ating mga gastusin.we will only live with wat we have.

just kip praying and dont worry kaya ko pa with Gods blessing and arms embracing me day by day and everytime i sleep.

God bless. ingat kayo palagi. miss u ol. love u my friends.

love,

ellen




joy camiling wrote:
dearest ellen,

hi, ellen, this is the very first e-mail that i am going to send you, and i guess this really comes from the heart.

first, i want to say thank you for giving not only alliz but also me and the rest an inspiration. ikaw ang nagsisilbing inspiration namin na may patutunguhan ang paghihintay namin. i dunno kung ilang percent lang or somehow, siguro you just kinda felt na hindi lami masyado sersoyo ng pagpursue ng pagpunta dyan, na barkadahan lang ang lahat.. pero my dear ellen, ibang -iba. kung alam mo lang halos, hugutin na namin ang oras.. ang lahat- lahat para lang maayos na at makapunta na dyan. napa-kaseryoso ng plano namin nato. im speaking for myself alone lang, pero ellen, ito ang pinaka-turning point ng buhay ko. ng dreams ko. its now or never.. alam ko na wala ako dapat i-expect ng anuman dyan, na marami pagsubok na naghihintay samin, pero ellen, buo na ang loob ko na daanan yan in -exchange for the oppurtunity to work there. ellen, kung alam mo lang, halos- naiiyak ako bawat gabi, sa pag-iisip at paghingi ng guidance kay God. I believe na sa lahat ng nangyari sa amin, mga pinagdaanan for the past 6 mos, may reason lahat yon to arrive at this ultimate decision of going there through you.

ellen, pls. hold-on. konti lakas ng loob pa at konti tiis. malapit na tayo magkasama-sama. yung best friend mo, darating na. magkukuhanan tayo ng lakas ng loob sa isat-isa. makakaya natin yan. pls. bear with us. alam ko, namimiss mo na dito saatin, at may mga pt. na halos nanghihina ka na loob but pls., hang -on. nandyan ka na... and i know you can do it!! make the most of it!!!

sa konti panahon pa lang na pinagsamahan natin dito, ellen. nagpapasalamat ako at naging kaibigan kita.. isa na namang blessing dahil alam ko na totoong tao ka, napakabait mo and youre a strong and sensible person. i'm honored to have you.. lahat kami.

ellen, ilang months na lang dating na kami dyan. january..
kung alam mo lang, sobra dami ko na nalapitan na tao, para mag-source out ng funds..kung pano na lang pagtitipid ko..konti na lang.

you know whats the real reason kung bakit gusto-gusto ko pumunta na dyan? para sa pamilya ko ellen. di bale na ako ang magsacrifice for them, ay naku, kung alam mo lang ang kung gano ko kamahal family ko, masyado madrama... so definitely kailangan ko makaakis na. may 2 bros. pa ko to send to college next yr..

ellen, ha, wait for us.. when pala namin makuha yung acct no. plus the procedure para mapadala? 2nd week of nov. yun 15K each. then by month end dating na siguro visa.. then pareserve na kami tiket.. diba youll gonna need yung exact date ng sched ng departure namin for the visa, pls. let us know kung ano mga details na kailangan mo for the visa...

ellen, this is it!!! hehehe!!! in God's grace, i know, well gonna make it through. alam ko na hinding hindi NYA tayo pababayaan dahil alam NYA ang truest of our intentions..
sya, sya, naiiyak nako. pasensya ka na at medyo mdrama ako ngayon eh..

WE miss you and we love you,
till here muna, well call you.
joy

email ko nga sila...

Subject:
update
To: lil sis

(pls print, pra ito sa lahat)

hello sa inyo uli! thursday again at half day lang uli pasok namin at bukas ay off na. wala din amo kaya malaya kami hehehe. naku ang lamig d2 kc lahat aircon kaya gamit ko ang mga long sleeves ko at at ang sleeveless ay hindi ko maipambahay, mga conservative pala sila d2... pag sobra sexy at revealing ang suot ay pinagsasabihan, d2 kasi nakatira ang hari (Sheik ang tawag sa royalties) kaya Sheik Faith o Sheik ellen hehehe, Arbab naman pag boss o amo. kamamatay lang ng hari nung Feb and died age of 90+ with 100 wives. Kaya ang panganay ang hari ngaun kaya lalo nade-develop ang abu dhabi which is good pra hindi na dumadayo mga tao sa dubai... sa dubai unang una ay mahal ang cost of living kaysa d2 imagine ang taxi d2 abu dhabi ay 2 dhs. lang sa dubai 10dhs. plus succeeding 50fils (cents) tpos ang pagkain for sure mahal din. wala din bus d2 s city ng abu dhabi pag pupunta ka lang sa dubai o ibang bayan ang bus at wala masyado traffic d2, prang isang malaking rockwell o subic ito pro syempre meron din lugar na prang makati gilid hehehe

nagpunta na me sa gold market... at mall pala un...kala ko tiangge ang dating o prang ongpin... tabi2...kabi-kabila...mom magkano nga ba per gram ng ginto dyan? pra ma-comprare ko... kc my alahas pambata d2 40dhs lang convert nyo na lang (x 14) 22k na un. ang dami nga mgaganda at naglalakihang alahas...kaya lang d ko masyado feel dahil d nmn me mahilig sa gold... white gold pwede pa atsk silver...my mga stones din d2. kayo wat do u prefer sbihin nyo lang sakin pra pag may sale unti2 ko nabibili...

last thursday nag-church na ko sa JIL, kasama ang mga room mates ko na lahat ay christian din. (Thanbk God!) at mamaya punta naman me dun s isang international na church kung saan ay pastor ang aming boss, Madhu Abraham (indian) pro magaling mag english at anak mayaman. mabait lagi nagpapahiram ng mga inspirational books. at nagpe-pray d2 sa office.

malapit na ang ramadan kaya hindi pwede basta2 kumain sa daan. kaya kailangan mag stock ng pagkain.

paunti unti nakaka adust naman ako sa buhay d2...buti na lang marunong ako magluto at simple lang ang laba dahil automatic ang washing machine hehehe pro iba pa rin ang naaarawan... imagine sayang ang araw d2...d pwede ibilad ang damit at daing hehehe bawal kc may makita mga sinampay kung san2.

baka next week subukan ko bili rubber shoes pra makapag Gym na dahil tagal ko na di nararanasan ang pawisan, dahil pag pauwi na sakay naman kagad ng service o taxi...tapos pasok din naman agad sa establishments. at d p ko nakakagala d2...medyo ayaw pa gumana ang isip ko mag absorb ng directions... pa-office, pauwi at paunta kina ayie lang ang kabisado ko...papunta ng carinderia din, sa paligid ng building.

o kayo...wento naman dyan...ano balita? kahit chizmax pwede din. dami din chismax d2...mga pinoy...kanya2 style ng istorya ng buhay at lalo na daw sa dubai.

About job hiring d2...madami kung sa madami work pro bihira lang ung may good pay at good packge, dahil ang babarat nila cguro nga dahil sa tinatanggap ng mga indian ang mababang pay...ok na sa kanila un, malaki na para sa kanila. mas madami pa indian kaysa sa mga local d2. tlga napatunayan na sila ang most populated country at lahi..pti ba naman d2 s UAE!

kuya un kwento mo mga kotse harurot ayun maingay kahit anong oras at nakakagulat, pang karaniwan lang ang camry, peugot, BMW, mercedes...etc...basta luxury satin ay common lang d2. mura lang kc.

at ang mga bilihin d2 ay mura lang din kung pera d2 ang pag uusapan... imagine toblerone bar na chocl8 1Dhs lang pag convert mo ay Php14 lang dyan satin ay 20 to 25 pesos na. at marami pa iba.

pro syempre iba pa rin ang pinas at kasama kayong lahat, pro with Gods grace ay nkakaya ko naman ang mga bagay2 d2 na natutuhan ko. Dapat daw wag tayo takot sa changes, besides i wont stay here for long.

tinatantiya ko pa ang budget ko d2, adjust din at pra lam ko san ako makakatipid. at palagay ko nakakatipid ako pag nagco-convert ako at naiisip ko ang palengke sa pinas at mga tiangge dyan at mga sari2 store na pwede tingi pati mantika at pamina pwede ang isang kutsarita lang dito kc kailangan malaking bote lang available. naghanap nga ako sachet ng 3 in 1 pra d ako ma-addict sa kape... aba ang laki ng box! kaya heto sa office na lang libre pa!
hay dami pa kwento pro ito muna dahil ang haba na nito at abuso n ko d2 sa office, may kunsensya din naman ako hehehe. thanks again. Miss u ol. love you all my famly. God bless.

Mom at dad...aral na kayo mag computer..........


mwah!