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hi joy! its so nice to hear from u and i really do appreaciate ur letter. im glad u let me know these things... i also hope alliz told u my feelings here. yes its hard but like ol my prayers i Know and feel that God is always here with me, for all of us. ganyan din kc ang motivation ko nung umalis ako, for my famly... but now after being apart from them in just less than 2mos. oh gosh naiiisip ko kht magsama-sama kmi s hirap. pro God destined me to be here and like i promised to myself i will help anyone who is really willing to go here s abot ng the best n mkakaya ko.
actually medyo kabado me kc d ko p lam mga daan d2 at ang really good companies, pro im sourcing out connections n mkktulong satin pag dating nyo. my concern lang ako s room nga pla...kc we nid 1 mo. advance and 1 mon. deposit so meaning mataas tlga investment natin s pagdating nyo, ill do my best mkhanap ng my gamit n, mag praktis n kayo suminghot ng mbabhong ibang lahi hehehe. kailangan tlga ng malaking baon, im telling u mas mahal ang gastos d2 kaysa abu dhabi, i was shocked, nasira ang budgetting ko pag dating ko d2... adjusting again. but dont worry i know pag and2 n kyo ay mggwan nting ng praan ang budgetting s ating mga gastusin.we will only live with wat we have.

just kip praying and dont worry kaya ko pa with Gods blessing and arms embracing me day by day and everytime i sleep.

God bless. ingat kayo palagi. miss u ol. love u my friends.

love,

ellen




joy camiling wrote:
dearest ellen,

hi, ellen, this is the very first e-mail that i am going to send you, and i guess this really comes from the heart.

first, i want to say thank you for giving not only alliz but also me and the rest an inspiration. ikaw ang nagsisilbing inspiration namin na may patutunguhan ang paghihintay namin. i dunno kung ilang percent lang or somehow, siguro you just kinda felt na hindi lami masyado sersoyo ng pagpursue ng pagpunta dyan, na barkadahan lang ang lahat.. pero my dear ellen, ibang -iba. kung alam mo lang halos, hugutin na namin ang oras.. ang lahat- lahat para lang maayos na at makapunta na dyan. napa-kaseryoso ng plano namin nato. im speaking for myself alone lang, pero ellen, ito ang pinaka-turning point ng buhay ko. ng dreams ko. its now or never.. alam ko na wala ako dapat i-expect ng anuman dyan, na marami pagsubok na naghihintay samin, pero ellen, buo na ang loob ko na daanan yan in -exchange for the oppurtunity to work there. ellen, kung alam mo lang, halos- naiiyak ako bawat gabi, sa pag-iisip at paghingi ng guidance kay God. I believe na sa lahat ng nangyari sa amin, mga pinagdaanan for the past 6 mos, may reason lahat yon to arrive at this ultimate decision of going there through you.

ellen, pls. hold-on. konti lakas ng loob pa at konti tiis. malapit na tayo magkasama-sama. yung best friend mo, darating na. magkukuhanan tayo ng lakas ng loob sa isat-isa. makakaya natin yan. pls. bear with us. alam ko, namimiss mo na dito saatin, at may mga pt. na halos nanghihina ka na loob but pls., hang -on. nandyan ka na... and i know you can do it!! make the most of it!!!

sa konti panahon pa lang na pinagsamahan natin dito, ellen. nagpapasalamat ako at naging kaibigan kita.. isa na namang blessing dahil alam ko na totoong tao ka, napakabait mo and youre a strong and sensible person. i'm honored to have you.. lahat kami.

ellen, ilang months na lang dating na kami dyan. january..
kung alam mo lang, sobra dami ko na nalapitan na tao, para mag-source out ng funds..kung pano na lang pagtitipid ko..konti na lang.

you know whats the real reason kung bakit gusto-gusto ko pumunta na dyan? para sa pamilya ko ellen. di bale na ako ang magsacrifice for them, ay naku, kung alam mo lang ang kung gano ko kamahal family ko, masyado madrama... so definitely kailangan ko makaakis na. may 2 bros. pa ko to send to college next yr..

ellen, ha, wait for us.. when pala namin makuha yung acct no. plus the procedure para mapadala? 2nd week of nov. yun 15K each. then by month end dating na siguro visa.. then pareserve na kami tiket.. diba youll gonna need yung exact date ng sched ng departure namin for the visa, pls. let us know kung ano mga details na kailangan mo for the visa...

ellen, this is it!!! hehehe!!! in God's grace, i know, well gonna make it through. alam ko na hinding hindi NYA tayo pababayaan dahil alam NYA ang truest of our intentions..
sya, sya, naiiyak nako. pasensya ka na at medyo mdrama ako ngayon eh..

WE miss you and we love you,
till here muna, well call you.
joy