Hay sa wakas! I took the time to write di lang para ma-update kayo but ma-update ko din sarili ko…lam nyo yung parang you don’t know exactly kung anong kalagayan mo…mixed emotions but all I know Joy in my heart slowly robbing off by the things coming and happening around me but sure of course I have to take stand for myself and face these obstacles and be able to overcome trials, but there are things I just have to face and let it, like doing nothing with it. All I know is I make all efforts for m loves ones, for my friends to help and care.

Dumating ang mga friends ko from pinas at 3 po sila, I brief them about living abroad and especially Dubai lifestyle, I guide them in each and every way but I can only do so much they still have to decide on their own but cant take away from me not to think for their welfare, its for their own good if I tell them I don’t like what they choose. And now they are realizing it, hope its not too late. Sorry guys, so many things you all don’t know how I feel, I have to be strong in front of you.

At the same time mom is not really coping well taking insulin but I’m glad she’s more careful with her diet, I just wish I can take good care of her not just provide her needs (I hope mas malaki din ang maipadala ko pa para sa kanya)

Office…ewan… hindi ko maintindihan bakit kailangan ako masama sa mga politika at chismis. People are pulling others name at my expense. Sabi ko nga ako pa! Showbiz? My gosh! Nakita nyo ba ang posing ko sa Gulf news last week? Cguro nainggit sila hehehehehe

Nami-miss ko din magwork sa tatay kong puti, dami nya kasi naituturo sa akin, magaan din sya ka-trabaho na hindi alam ng lahat. Now I have rahks with him and she found herself wrong for judging him. Like I always tell everyone Honesty is different from defending a person. I am just saying what I know is true but maybe people really have their own mind sets and interpreting things but I hope not to the extent to ruin a person. Take out the right that is due to an employee. Hanggat may makitang butas kung san ka titirahin gagawin nila, as if malaki contribute sa kanila.

To wrap it all basta work na lang kung hanggang san ko kaya ibigay ang best ko. I do it for the lord and not for men. To God be all the glory. He knows the desires of my heart. Faithful in everyway.

I thank God coz everyday his grace is just so amazing, through other people that he is using to bless and comfort me, to cheer me up, he makes me see smiles from my family and friends, he revealed to me my true and trusted friends (Ma ays, juvs, rakhee, Giselle, ate marissa at kuya rey! Love U! UAE friends po karamihan), Ate Ghiem thank u for your concern,support and understanding, si beh at si chang I thank u for always remembering me in many ways we have shared and keeping me updated. To my AS family I truly appreciate the kind of camaraderie we have built for 3 years. I miss working with you. Truly, thank you mom at dad that for keeping me inspired… thinking of you guys makes me go on and strengthens me. My brothers and sisters thank u for keeping in touch. DCC friends thank u for being my second family.

Dumating na ang aking mga kaibigan mula sa bansang sinilangan at syempre hindi mawawala ang mga pasalubong! yehey! yun nga lang ay po ay naiwan ang pinaka lalawayan kong halaya at matamis na grabansos! mahalaga ay nakarating sila ng buhay at hindi naglagay sa mga buwaya dyan sa Immigration (Hoy gising!)

I got all the clothes my sistahs bought me and slippers wow! And Finally I got the CDs where I have the videos and photos collated by my big bro! (Thanks!)

I am proud of them... heto mga photos at ng peborit kong pamangkin. This photos taken last year 1st Birthday ni Faith at dedication. (April 2005)



Lahat ng ayos gawa ng aming mga kamay at pawis namin para sa nag iisang Happy Faith namin. May kanya kanyang sagot mga mga tita at tito sabi ko nga ako na lang mag clown kaya lang di ko kya buhatin costume sabi naman nila no need daw ng costume! mga bahe sila! Tumayo lang daw ako pagtatawanan na ako! lab nila ko noh? *wink*

Naalala ko ang lahat-lahat ng mga pinagsamahan namin buong family whether in good and in bad, happiness or sadness kahit nagkakasamaan ng loob, nagkakapikunan, naglalaitan o alipustahan, nagkakantahan, nagwewentuhan, nag aabnormalan, watching movies habang nakakalat kami sa sahig, inaalipin nila ko pag kainan na (exaggerated lang po...)

At ngayon uuwi pa si ayie buti pa sya makikita nya family ko dun...pki yakap na lang sila lahat ha...wag ka lang mangcha-chansing s mga bro ko ha (lolz) Juvs pki bantayan.. hehehe pls take photos na rin pag dating mo sa haus, pki video din mga sasabihin nila sakin habang magkakasama kayo. (ahuhuhuhu)

Ang alam ko para sa kanila naman ang sakripisyo ko dito at sana may madala ako dito o sa ibang bansa ang isa s kanila. God willing kung ano man mangyari, We just hope and pray.